

WhenWhen the kids we hung out with became cruel; When the 7-11 we went to closed down; When you graduated top of the class, went on to a gifted school and new friends; When I went back to my bed for the next four years; When you got engaged to the guy of your dreams; I never thought these things would bother me, but the sunshine youth gave me is filtering out of me quickly. I get older every minute, ever second,When
every millisecond. But I swear to you, I'll always have a Peter Pan heart.


The PillsLittle orange bottles, little green pills. Chalky white ones and smooth blue ones. So tempting, so charming, so seductive. Just a few more, please; just let me feel at ease, calm, loving.The Pills
Just let me feel like I can conquer the world, if only I wasnt so drugged up.


Grass RecollectionsDew on the grass from the early morning rain sends a slight shiver down my spine as I think of him. The man I once idolized yet now merely miss, obsess over, cry over. I will always remember getting ready for grade school, the gentle tug of him brushing my hair. And on this day, as I sit on the wet cement, headphones on my ears, I can almost hear his infectious laugh in the whispers of the wind on the grass.Grass Recollections


Affectionate AbscessI'd do anything for you, for that smile, for that laugh, for that love. Let's stay friends for a while, okay? And when you leave, do me one favor: tell me what I did to deserve to lose your affection. I will excise it from me like an infected, swelling abscess. That's all I ask of you, girl.Affectionate Abscess


We Drank MilkWe Drank Milk
Nov. 6- I miss rolly-pollies, touching them in my sand box, and watching them protect themselves the only way they know how. Nov. 7- You are the rolly-pollie in my sand box. Nov. 12- I haven't slept in two days. Nov. 21- I threw all our furniture through a window. The land lord (yes, the one with the lazy eye) felt bad for me.
Dec. 6- Happy Birthday to me. Dec. 7- Happy Pearl Harbor Day Dec. 10- This furnitureless, loveless apartment feels way too big without you. Dec. 15- I dyed my hair six times today, hoping every strand you ever
| I am Emily. Hear me roar. I'm seventeen, but a lot older or younger at heart, based on my mood that day. I have chronic pain that's been going on in one way or another since I was nine or ten. I'm pretty fucked up, but that breeds creativity, as I have always thought, so I'm okay with it. Music is my soul. Writing is my spirit. Books are my sanity. Art is what I feed off of. I run my own quote/icon site and also my own photography/graphics site, as well. If you want the links, just let me know. |
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"I'll chop you up! Grind you up! Dry you in the sun! Break you to pieces! Bury you in the ground! Pee on you! Then I'll dig you up! Pull you! Stretch you! Drag you around! And in any case, I'll never forgive you!"-Viktor, Suikoden 2
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"Information is not knowledge. Knowledge is not wisdom. Wisdom is not truth. Truth is not beauty. Beauty is not love. Love is not music. Music is the BEST."
-Frank Zappa
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"Information is not knowledge. Knowledge is not wisdom. Wisdom is not truth. Truth is not beauty. Beauty is not love. Love is not music. Music is the BEST."
-Frank Zappa
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'I wither
and render myself helpless
I give in
and everything is clear
I break down
and let the story guide me
I wither
and give myself away'
Wither - John Petrucci
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'I wither
and render myself helpless
I give in
and everything is clear
I break down
and let the story guide me
I wither
and give myself away'
Wither - John Petrucci
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